I’ve been thinking a lot lately about the Higgs Boson, which
is great, because then I don’t waste my time thinking about less important
things. Like electronic medical records. And how everyone is angry at work
because of the implementation thereof. Or how I’m an hour late going home
because I’m on the committee for said medical record. And there is lightning and I’m on my bike.
According to Time magazine, which may or may not be an
authority on quantum physics, the universe is a field of energy suffused with
Higgs bosons, which allow the greater energy particles to turn into the mass
form of energy.
I don’t know what “suffused” means, but it reminds me of
when they sell olive oil that has a certain flavor to it.
Also I thought particles by definition already had mass, but
I could be confusing them with Doritos.
So all we are is energy, bundled up and stored, with lots of
empty space between. Somehow that energy stays in a constant form, a constancy
of being, of life. But life is ever changing. Cells constantly remodeling,
dying, dividing. Pieces used up by another process. Waste recycled. Air and
water exchanged. Where do I end and the world begin? Or you?
My legs connect to the bicycle which grounds to the street.
I’m here and moving and the trees are whirring and it could be all in my mind
or I could be everything.
As I ride my bike up the last hill home I have that euphoric
sensation that I’m peeking through a tiny window into the mind of the universe.
My own mind is splitting open and I could almost, maybe, barely grasp the
meaning. And know, by virtue of being that energy itself, hurtling down the
last corner on a bike, pure kinetic and potential and mass times the speed of
light squared. Barely held together at any moment by bosons.
And then I passed a mailbox. And I thought, that mailbox,
too, is pure energy.
Huh.
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